If you’re not totally new to this website ya know that 
my last 2 years been a rollercoaster…

  First I saw my daughter take her first breath of air,
 stumbling into this thing we call life...
To just days after see my long time friend Heavy-D laying there
  dead in front of me…
30 days later I then lost Tall-1..my best friend in this life 
in a motorcycle accident, 
add a mother with cancer & you get the picture of my life in 2005… 

I really lost it for a while…& even though I’ve been thru some
 crazy bad ass shit in the past this shit took its toll… 

When my head finally started to clear I found a big lump in my right leg… 
  My doctor thought it was a tumor so he sent me to the oncology.
Got flashback memories from the time I spent at the hospital
 while my mom was having her battle…

My head was spinning in panic while I was standing there in the corridors
 of the hospital waiting for the tests…X-rays, more test
…all those weeks waiting for the results…
  
  I've seen homiez lying there dead in front of me…so…why should I make it?
  I prepared for the worst...
  
  I actually started to plan my own funeral in my head...
Like when we buried Tall-1 in his black & red bike suit 
& played all his favorite music. 
I was thinking bury me in my Gasp jeans, my XXXL top and a throw in a 
throw away glock in my casket just for the hell of it. 
Bury me a G, nuthin more, nuthin less cuz you only get where I 
thought I was going once & I why not do it lookin` bad ass & fresh? 
Play 2pacs thugz mansion & then let me go train with my boys 
Heavy-D & Tall-1… 
They were both workin` as bouncers so let’s hope 
that they somehow sneak me into heaven V.I.P style! 

BUT…the lump was not cancer & here I am! 
  Still in one piece! So after turning 40…training non-stop for 20 years…
After surviving all my shit in the past…to still be here bouncing
 it all out after a pec tear…after  tearing my triceps 3 times etc etc…
What could fit me better than this tatt? 

There's too much power left in this body 
& my plan now is to die of old age cuz really…
IF I WASN`T BUILT 4 THIS I`D BE DEAD BY NOW!

Love yall!

ZONE