21/4-09...
During the last 13 months my whole life got totally fucked-up...
I did some wrong turns...took some bad decissions..
I met the wrong women & got myself in some seriouse trouble...more than once...
My daughter was taken part time away from me to a town six hours away...
And I fought for the right to be a father...
And on top of it all my mon got sick with cancer...
If I could I would turn back time & do 2008 totally different...
But it`s not possible & I do have to move on and look at the things what I do have...
I cant get stucked in dwelling about what I did...what I didn`t do etc etc...
To survive I have to move on now...
Following are the things in no particular order...
...big & small that makes me go on thru the day & what gives meaning
to my life as it is right here & now....
MY DAUGHTER
My daughter Trude...
Ofcourse shes my nr one joy in life!
How could I ever be unhappy with her at my side? I couldn`t...
I have such a big soft spot for her I do cry in my car every morning
on my weeks when I drop her of at kindergarden...
Every night I pray to God that I can continue to be the best dad I can be
for her & that she will stay in my town the day she start school
so I always can be there for her...
THAT is the single most important thing in life for me...
MY DAUGHTERS GIFTS
The gifts...
All the gifts I get from my daughter...
All the uncontitional love...
The joy of reading her the bedtime storys & telling her
how much I love her before she fall asleep in my arms......
The joy of watching that smile on her face when shes learning new things...
Spoiling her & at the same time giving her the right values in life...
And watching her grow up into a beautifull lil`lady!
MY FRIEND SANDRA
That crazy lil`babe from way down south...
With a soul of an angel & probably the biggest heart I ever seen!
Whos always just a phone call away...always ready to listen & support me...
Always keeping it real!
From another world miles away from those fad fitness babes out there
who only see my abs & muscles...
Even though you are so far away from me in person baby
you are getting closer & closer to my heart...
MY CELLPHONE
& MY FRIENDS
My cellphone... What would I do without it?
It makes me connect with all my wonderfull friends supporting me!
Grizzly, Lill`T, Jojje, Anneli, Jessica, Hellboy, Anna, Frazze, Patrik, Palle...etc etc...
I love yall & I would be lost without yall!!!
MY TRAINING
& THE WEIGHTS
What is making me look cool like hell & making me
enjoy what I do see in the mirror! :)
MY DIET
My diet of almost ZERO carbs with a ton of protein & lots of fat!
MY SHAPE
...What is turning myself into a slab of veins & muscle
making me stay in shape!!
MY TATTS
I love èm! They spice up my everyday life & more are on the way!!!
MY LIL`CAR
My lil`Ford... Nah I aint have thoose cool rims...
With the dollars & the euros fucked I live on a limited budget...
But this car take me places!
Connecting me with my daughter every second week etc...
I love it & YES I will soon put flames on it! :)
